Another wasted day...
Spent my day with sleeping, you-tubing, noveling and nothing...
How terrible am i!!
The next exam start on next monday, and it is a very 'Dangerous' exam for me..as u know, im stupid and suck in programming..And, here is the fcking programming exam!!! No choice, have to put 300 times effort on it..wish me luck!
Talking about my day, i slept until Mr Sun said byebye to me..Again, piggy me!! XD
and then, spent my days with this novel <步步惊心>..This is about the friendship, love story between a girl with princes ( in long time ago china dynasty, we called them '阿哥'>..
just can't wait for the movie, so read the novel 1st..XD
Personally, i love the girl which is 马尔泰 若曦(love her name, wonder why old time ppl'name is so special and so nice)...若曦, she is a sweet and nice girl, and that why almost all the 阿哥 like her..especially 八阿哥 and 四阿哥... The story began with love between 八阿哥 and 若曦，they loved each other,but at the end, she chose to leave..Because she wished to have a peaceful and happily life with her husband and child..Just, 八阿哥 can't give her the promise..However, he realized what he really want after she gone..But, everything just become memories..End up, he died in the prison...To be honest, i did sad for him, but i even more sad for another love story!!
For me, i prefer 若曦 and 四阿哥..The true and memorable Love...Their love started from a misunderstand, built up the sweetness day by day, but ended with the regretfulness..四阿哥, as he wish, he become the emperor(雍正), but he loss his only love..I saw this from a forum: 若曦 chose to leave again(passed away), because she think this is the best way to love 四阿哥 without hurt others, care others, scare of the only left in her life is Hate...I quite agree of it..She gone through too much, she learned to love and be loved, to hurt and be hurt..At the end, she died..but at least she happy..They used to together, love so much, that is enough for her...My tears on face when i reached this part, it is so touch!! Of course the pains that 四阿哥 felt is uncountable..Try to imagine, how u feel when your only love left u forever and the most hurt is u can't even meet her for last!! 正因为太爱，才会在乎，才会受伤...
Actually, i wonder why old times life is so complicated..everyone hurt each other, even they are brothers..why power and status is always more important for 阿哥, than the loved one..What for if they achieve what they want, but lose who they love??! well, maybe they think they could find another one, girls, just nothing for them..But, not my 四阿哥!! XD...I believe his love for 若曦 is true and unforgettable.. Omg!! i fall in love with 四阿哥 or 雍正...how stupid am i, can't get out from the story..haha..(just kidding)
最好不相见，如此便可不相恋；最好不相知，如此便可不想思...
ok, shall start my revision for exam now...Shoo~~
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